MaCHelen
MaCHelen
Forty years and she still awaits
The disappointments and tragedies
She still is there waiting and
The joys and successes
Fewer than hoped, and still
She still is there for me
Today was tough, petty was I
Little things here and there
A bother a mess a chore
I felt unwanted and, whine
And still she waits
Its been twelve since death not
Its been thirteen since death
A care giver since twelve
A mourner since thirteen
My Helen is damaged
My Stuart is gone
Life continues, changed
But on going